Tuesday, 4 September 2012



Hide and Seek…….

Do u remember when we all were very young we used to play game called hide and seek with all our friends ,that was the most favorite game of mine because I use hide and my friend used to have tough time in finding me and I was always happy as I was rarely caught  by my  friends . As I entered school I started playing hide and seek with my some older friends well they were never my friends but still ..
                 I entered school and the teachers who use to tech me ,most of them knew my parents and that was tough time for me as I never liked any body to have eye on me, that to  because of my parents , same thing happened in collage though high school was safer, as we were new but as I entered collage my parents have become old in the town, and some how when u live in small town everyone knows everyone! and collage was the toughest time for me , I was average grader ,I was not that good with my marks , it was hard for my teachers to notice mi because of my marks I was not poor but not gre8 I was good average student ,though most of the students knew mi because of may talkative nature but teachers did not knew me of except my roll number , I always use to play hide and seek with them J
                                             I use to come late for collage ,” I loved bunking classes , I never completed my assignments on time , I use to sit on last bench in the girls row” in all I was bad student in every teachers eye but I was happy in my world and I was not ready to give up my world anyhow , I used to love walking around collage with my friends I had a very low profile in my teachers eye . In every collage, school every teacher have their favorite bunch of students I was never their, I never fit in that group of favorite students and the “game of hide and seek” was on till I entered the last year of collage
                 Their was an old teacher with great command on her subject it was hard to bunk her classes or practical she too had her favorite bunch of students , and I was still playing hide and seek with her , but as my father says “ Bhagwan Ram ka janam Ravan ko khatam karne ke liye hi huwa tha , har chiz ka ant karne ke liye koi na koi jarur ata hai “ and she was their with her full force to end my long game of “hide and seek “ , in my fathers eye it was my time , I don’t know how and why one day she shouted my name in the class ,I was shocked because she use to call me by my roll number and today she was calling me by name I shook my head in disbelieve and stood up , and she said why u have not submitted ur assignment copy yet ? as students whenever any teacher gives any kind of assignment we students have habit of asking last date we never care about the topic of assignment it was always that last date which is more important J, and I replied mam last date to kal hai na and whole class laughed at me , I shamelessly answered that question  , then she said never mind tomorrow sharp 11 am copy on my desk , I reached home that day and ask my parents if they know her I was so angry on them, I thought they knew her but they very clearly said they do not know her , I closed the topic .
                                             As I never wanted to have conversation with her I reached collage before her and placed my copy on her table and ran , after that day it was hard suddenly my old days was gone, she knew mi very well , she started shouting at me because of my marks and my assignments , she even gave my name for some collage competition without telling mi ,my friends start teasing mi “are tu to ma'am ki favorite ban gae” it was new to me and suddenly I started performing good in all subjects , my marks improved , I become good grader in short span of two to three months , may  be because of her , I never liked when she use to shout on me in front of all class, to stop that shouting I started improving my grades , and in the game of hide and seek I was on  losing side , I never lost a game with any teacher but in this case I was lucky loser , and as I always wanted to finish things by my own , I decide to meet ma'am , on last day of collage I visited her I knocked on the door she said come in …..
                                  After 5 min of silence I started speaking u know what i  rarely I fail to find words but that day it was different story, and with my full force I started speaking ma'am I never liked the idea of teachers being over friendly with students, I never talked with any of them till this day, I don’t know how, why for whatever reason u noticed mi , and I don’t even want to know , I just want to say thanks for noticing me, I don’t think I would have improved my grades if u haven't noticed me, for me it was big thing ,thanks for everything and I gave her chocolate packed in box with thanking note , and she did not said a word till I reach the door she said so in the game of hide and seek who wins me or u???
“I did not say a word just gave her smile and left the cabin” finally I ended my hide and seek with my teachers, and in my heart I know I have lost to her but I call my self a lucky loser  

ps. : dedicated to my most favorite teacher

Happy teachers day everyone!!!

Anshita P